To tell the truth truthfully and not just say something and then pretend its the truth, so much that I eventually may start deceiving myself to believe that it is but truth, is a difficult thing to do. But, honestly speaking; I would not as much as lift a finger if I were to do anything solely for myself. Its not because I can’t; even though laziness happens to be my favorite to exercise as well as most despised sport, it can always be overcome with a little will power and reasoning with myself. What actually yields this miserably hopeless state is the fact that I am naturally content with nothing-ness.
This probably means nothing but I am content with not giving this excuse any more weight than what it already carries…and that too is nothing.